Wednesday, July 24, 2013

Reading This

If you're reading this, first of all, thank you. Second, I don't know what I'm doing.

If you're reading this, that means I'm sharing the torture I've been living with for over a year. It means that I'm confronting everything I've been hiding, things I didn't want to deal with, and sometimes still don't want to deal with. Things I didn't want everyone I love to deal with, and things that have built up so much I finally had to let them out. Plus, writing is a form of therapy and cheaper than shopping.

If you're reading this, that means I trust you enough to let you into my world, a world I should warn you might be hard to handle at times, but a world I must fight to get out of. This horrible world that I've built in my mind despite how loved I know I am. Or if you're reading this you could've just stumbled upon my blog by accident and that's kind of a cool thought, welcome!

And mostly, if you're reading this, I love you. Whether you're here because I sent you the link or because you accidentally found it, I love you. If your world is perfect or if your world is full of despair, I love you. I'm much better at loving others than loving myself and hopefully someday that will change, until then I spend my time loving my family, friends, and my sweet munchkins.

Lots and lots of love,

Miranda

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