Just Believe

Let me start off by saying I totally support you believing in whatever it is you want. As long as you don't preach intolerance or hate we don't have a problem. I've babysat and taught swim lessons to people of every faith imaginable. I've attended communions and Baptisms. Bat'Mitzvahs and church productions. Even though I don't believe in the things that are being said I love going to these different things to support the ones I love.

I get told all the time that if I just believed it would help so much, as if believing in something or someone is going to magically cure me. And when I die if it is proven wrong what I have chosen not to believe in then I will gladly apologize to God or the gods. 

I think before I try and believe in something that may or may not exist I need to believe in myself and I am having a really hard time with that.

And I eat told a lot that I'm being prayed for. I love that so much even though it's not part of my personal beliefs I love that people care enough to take time out of their busy schedules to think of me. If you're one of those people thank you! And if, like me, that's not a belief of yours and you're just sending positive thoughts and vibes my way thank you as well. Know that I think of you and want the best for you.

Maybe, though when I learn to believe in myself I can learn to believe in something else.